SOUNDS OF VISION

PC: Kausik Das

The blind grave-digger has now come to know that loneliness is not so lonely. It has silently covered his blindness like moss, along with his creasing old age.

The age-old burial ground has become his habitat since long. Now he can’t remember when Cynthia had suddenly matured into a grown-up lady tackling her clumsy motherless girlhood.

His blindness has now become his fondness for listening to the sounds of vision.

His spade works like assured hits of death on life. He digs graves with all his might; the spade thuds deeper and darker into the restfulness of the earth; the sound becomes grey to black, heavier down under.

One night the grave digger could hear the drops of moonlight dripping like melted butter on the crushing waves of the sea. But the moondrops froze the moment they touched the foaming waves.

That night, he was digging an emergency grave under the supervision of influential people and police. There was a scandalous murmur; Sound of some errant footsteps dissolved in the hissing sea-soaked sand. The unidentified corpse lay bare. No coffin could margin its relentless loneliness and silence.

After the grave had been dug hurriedly along with his team, he was asked to help them in dropping down the corpse into the overflowing emptiness of the grave.

When he uplifted the naked corpse, her thick curly clumsy tresses hung down and laced against his old wrinkled arms. He knew from the touch that those were clumsy curls, like wisps of smoke.

The mole on the naked back of the lifeless body, which his fingers got touched, was perhaps not so big when she, as a little girl might have run and chased dragon flies with uprooted bush in her little hands, merrily shouting, giggling and bouncing all her way.

©Kakoli Ghosh, 2020

Published in Glomag, May’20

PURPOSELESS

© Kakoli Ghosh
Blossoms are bound to bloom;
Neither for a duty divine,
Nor for adorning a bride,
Or to daze the scent of departure
Of a lifeless pride
On the shoulders of corpse bearers.

Blossoms have to bloom;
Purposeless, relentless.
Their whispers of fantasy
Enclosed in whorls
Bud into simple floral freedom.
Neither for love or despair,
Unaware of pleasure,
Sorrow or wisdom.

Blossoms can't help blooming;
Can't refuse or restrain
From coming into fragrance ;
They bud self-contained,
Fearless and careless of
Any suffering or prayer
For the day ahead.

Painting & poem ©Kakoli Ghosh, 2019

Published in Glomag, Sept 2019

DISABLED

War appears blind Like Homer;
the lines of control shimmer
like Helen,
to stay alive here is fancy smitten.
Every moment of suffering,
staggers inch by inch, crawling.
Dumb breath facing blanket firing
feed the helpless flame of human cry.

To choose between ration and ammunition,
Sustaining life is only an intuition.
Food packs or bullets
a burning irony to select.
Triumph in war flutter
in the wind beaten National Flag
Victories and defeats, history discover
in green silence of graves, long after.

Consuming fragments of streams,
patches of clumsy meadows and dreams,
Some chunks of valleys and hollows
a few border settlement follows,
blasting off ancient towns,
demolishing relics and monuments, war crowns
victory hoisting fame and sacrifice
patriotism boils in more spice.

My sudden home coming
with my legs amputated,
my sprained life hesitated
in the sudden change
tossing and turning in my awful existence.
The absent limbs throbbed
pulsing and fluttering, they sobbed
helpless at the hacked off ends.

How blissful and simple
is to be able
to walk without being disable.
In the sudden change
my living became a plight.
I spread as a dark ray of light
through the corridor of time's flight,
through a void of being alive.

©Kakoli Ghosh, 2020
(Showcased in The Writers Club, 8/8/2020)

PC: Kausik Das

PC: Kausik Das

On the careless lane of dusty days
Unsure were the footsteps,
Busy were some strides of haste
And some were strolls
Of scented leisure.
Treasure
Of the profound waste
Of empty times.

Wider grew the lane
And longer, its trail....
With dust of nothingness, frail.
The untamed weeds of wilderness
Measured time.

Visions grew hazy
Until the dusty lane disappeared
In a whispering dot
At the wavering line
Of the glistening horizon.

© Kakoli Ghosh 2019

PC: Kausik Das